I almost felt sorry for my single self today, I’m sorry to say. I almost made the click to my “depressive music” playlist. What stopped me you ask? My realization that I haven’t learned to love myself. Maybe the reason I have stayed single for so long is the fact that I can’t appreciate have I have to offer. Being focused on looking for someone with the right qualities for so long has strayed me to believe relationships are about finding the “one”. In reality, relationships are simply about taking away good qualities from every person. How am I supposed to find someone to discover good qualities about myself if I don’t even know?!
For where I am in life, I can say I’m satisfied. I have a best friend I can always count on, I have a nice house to relax in, I’m pretty smart, a passionate writer and I have Sex and the City season 4. What more could I ask for? This Valentine’s Day I toast to you, Kelley Bauer; you’re the one person I can always count on, one heck of a girl, and I’m happy to have gotten to know you.
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